Good evening...
(Let's play a little game. Try to count the times I use awesome in just one post :) )
Is this greeting getting boring? It could be. Perhaps I should create a catchphrase. Something I'll always use as a greeting and it'll be awesome and everyone will know it's me. Yeah, no, that ain't gonna happen :P .
So I come with a surprise today. I'm (almost) happy! Yes! No nagging (yet) and no miserable stories from the crypt that my life has ended up being. Yes, finally, I can confess that, even though my love life downright sucks ass, another part of my life, and that is, the japanese class and generally my social contacts are pretty awesome. I woke up yesterday in a terribly awfull mood. Emo stuffs, really. However as the day advanced, I found myself feeling better and better, with the pinacle of the day (or night, cause it gets really dark after like 5 pm now, so...) being my japanese class. Seems like people don't actually hate me for existing, and some might even like me. I had loads of fun and the (new) girl I like even talked to me! How super special awesome is that? By the way, yes, I've been watching Yu-Gi-Oh : The Abridged Series lately among the other things I do.
And by other things, I come to my second very very cool point of this post. NaNoWriMo. Aha... Yeah, turns out I majorly suck and will never actually manage to finish the story I came up with, but I do try to put pressure on me, and at least write, even if that means writing 100 words per day. Normally I need to put down at least 5000 per day, something that for 5 consecutive days now I've been avoiding. I've barely reached the first 1000 and it's my 5th day. It's a start though... Perhaps there will come a day when I am able to actually reach 2000 in a day. And if that happens during this month, then I'll be pleased. The story I came up with, (and I don't know if I really came up with it, or had the assistance of others. If the second happens, then I wish you all die and burn in hell. I never asked for your fucking help, you losers) seems pretty good in my head, although I don't know if I actually have the talent to go with it. Perhaps I should stop reading mangas and comics and focus on books, to get my head straight, about how literature works and not drawings. Anyways...
I actually have quite a lot to say, but for some reason, I feel very pressured. I need to go and write. And that's something I don't normally say, so really, perhaps NaNo is helping. By the way, I really hate the way SOME people keep on telling me to write, after having read what I've already written. IT'S NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSSINESS, OK? Try telling me what you think until now, and leave the scheduling to me. (I'm not talking about Marilena btw)
... It's quite the miracle really. I started this post filled with amazingly good mood, and ended up completely angry. Perhaps I should kill my friends and then lock myself in a mental institute... That'll help me keep calm... Probably... Anyways. See ya next week
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