Yeah, that's right... Uuuugh. Another week is almost over... And by almost I mean... Actually, I do mean almost. Hmmm, so what's new for me, huh? Well, I guess... nothing. No, that can't be right... There are some new things. Actually there's this really cool new thing, in which I have some sort of confidence in myself lately. Yeah, now I believe that I may actually be a good dm... That's dungeon master for those of you who do not know what I'm talking about. And a dungeon master is the guy who creates a (fantasy) world and narrates a story for a group of people and has them go through an adventure. Yeah, basic pen and paper rpg lessons here, folks... Anyways, yeah, it seems that my friends are like, super excited about the story we've been playing, so I'm getting excited as well. I may not suck as much as I think. And then there's this new haircut. Seriously, I have no idea where does this confidence comes from, but, lately when I look myself in the mirror, I don't want to break the mirror in front of me (which had happened the last time I cut my hair, but I didn't punch the mirror, I punched the wall next to it, giving myself a hell of a knuckle-pain for a while afterwards). Well, it's not like I'm happy about the way I look, but at least I don't think I'm an abomination of nature anymore... It's a start, right? I mean, I was really surprised with myself.
However, good news are not the only thing I have for you this week (naturally, if there were good news only, it wouldn't be me, right?). Yeah, for some god-knows-why reason, I've been talking to people I don't want to be talking to lately. Crazy-stalker-girl is one of them and annoying-bitchy-bitch is the other one. I even sent annoying-bitchy-bitch my NaNoWriMo text and she read it (correcting me in the process, something that made me want to fucking yell at her, which I didn't, cause I'm a wuss). As a matter of fact annoying-bitchy-bitch isn't all that annoying, however, there's something fishy about her (that's not her fins). She's... weird in a I-don't-know-why-I'm-talking-to-you-but-it's-not-as-bad-as-I-expected-it-to-be... Yeah, I have no idea what I'm going to do... Oh, and there's always this fucking fatass that thinks that me and Marilena are her bestest friends ever... And there's Dorina-chan, who is weird and cool, but I really can't figure her out.
Wait, there was one more thing I wanted to whine about... Uuuummm... Yeah, I can't remember it... On the other hand, there are the "guys" from my japanese class, that I really enjoy spending time with, but I'm also kinda scared of them as well. I have no idea if they like me or not, or what do they want from me, or what kind of consequences will me hanging out with them have... I really have less time in my hands than I would like, and yet, I still spend most of my morning locked in my room doing nothing. Seriously, it's not that this has been a bad week or anything, it's just kinda complicated and meh-ish... Oh, Ryan got his new pc (which is awesome. His monitor is like a freaking television. It's HUGE!). Oh, and by the way: the title is about my NaNo and (obviously) my haircut.
NaNo... Yeah, that's not really going all that well. Although I do like the part that I'm writing right now, it's taking me forever since for one, I can't get myself to sit down and write and two, the two times I have managed to do so, I get really freaked out by my thoughts and mental images I get that I have to quit and go to bed. I mean REALLY freaked out. The night before yesterday, I started shaking and wanted to puke... And then it hit me that, it's doesn't seem so graphic or gore in the text. It's just the image in my head that freaks me out. Brrr... Anyways... I promise that by tonight, I'll have that particular part done and out of my way, and hopefully I'll get back to writing once per day. I know I can't make it to 50000 words by the end of the month , but I've set my goal to 10000 at least. Then, if I see that I've still got ideas, I'll keep on writing this story, until I reach the 50000 words and have a full novel written by myself! (yeah, it's not really going to happen, I think).
And thus ends another of my rants. I'm supposed to be putting a song or something here which I am going to do, but truth be told, I'm not really sure of what to put here... I've been listening to classical music lately, because of the anime I'm watching (Nodame Cantabille) and I've also been listening to the batman theme from the movie and I like neither for this post... So, I'll go with some Megadeth and "When"
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