And goodmorning blog. S'up? Things have been pretty... well, interesting is the word I'm looking for. I was going for not-quiet, but it doesn't really describe the feeling I wanna give. Anyways...
Well, seems like I've got a girlfriend now. Yeah, I'm freaking out. I've woken up to this wonderful feeling of agony. My friends seem kinda distant, and when I say my friends, I'm refering to Mary and Marilena(cause Ryan's there the whole time,thankfully). It could be the fact that I've been hanging out with Andrew and the guys lately, and I've been seeing Helen on the spare afternoons. So, that would make it my fault. Hopefully, it's just that and things'll bounce back to normal stuffs soon.
Other than that... What? What would you like to know? Do I like this girl? Yes. Am I in love with her? No. Not yet. I've already told this to Mary, but I think the whole Nina-situation, 8 months ago left me with some severe psychological wounds. And god, that sounds so gay, I can practically see my room filled with pink walls and flowers. But seriously, I've been extra careful around girls lately, doing things mostly because I have to and not because I want to. Well, not exactly like that, but I know that the George I used to be, when it came to girls, is no longer. You know, that guy who fell for every girl that gave him some attention and let his emotions take control and finally get driven down, eating dirt and worms. Whatever.
Still, I think I owe you people a small description. Who is Elen? Well, she's this girl I kinda liked when I first saw her, then didn't see her again and everything, then we were in the same Jap class this year, and at some point we started talking, flirting, going out and since last night we're a couple. The only thing I know for certain, concerning this girl is that she's SUPER SHY. Like OH MY GOD, how can one person be so closed to himself? No idea really. I can't really tell you what or if she has any feelings for me, cause she's actually SO shy that she won't tell me a thing. She's so shy that wouldn't let me kiss her in front of everyone last night.
Meh... I understand nothing. I'm just gonna go with the flow really, see where will the river take me.
On a completely unrelated note, it's really cold outside, my lips feel like thorns since they're completely dehydrated and I want to write stuff! Yes, the other night, me and some people I don't really like got together on a massive msn convo and I began telling a story. They were all, like, amazed and asked me to continue my story, cause I've got uber skills and everything... Right... Yeah, I might be turning into some sort of self-centered Narcissus or something, cause lately, god I feel confident. Whatever... In short, the book I've been reading has put me in a completely fantasy mood and I really wanna continue the story of Prince Dee-di and his party of adventurers!
Anyways, see ya Sarahz, Maryz, Irenez and Jim (cause it's you 4 who've been reading this blog and this is my way of introducing you to each other. Marilena and Nick have completely abandoned it and Ryan was never much into reading shit I wrote).
Oh, also, I've added this chat thingy which doesn't seem to be working for me, but it's working for Irene, so she should know how to fix it. FIX IT FOR ME!
So, I bid you farewell and I hope this puts you in the same fantasy mood I am
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