So s'up? Things have been pretty... awkward, for me, to be honest... Well, first thing's first... Sorry for missing an update. It really pisses me off when I do that... It's like, I've promised to do 1 thing during this year and that is to be punctual, about this blog, at least... It shouldn't be hard... Whatever... Anyways, I'm back again, this week with not-anything-exciting really, but still, there are a few thoughts I'd like to share. So I met this girl today. Maria's childhood friend. After spending a year hanging out with Maria and hearing stories about them and how their relationship is getting worse and worse as time passes (and after developing the worst kind of opinion for her) finally, I got to meet her, up close. I must admit, I was pleasantly surprised. She seemed like a really good girl, fun and everything and what really surprised me was the way Mary acted around her... She felt really comfortable. It was like meeting a new person. I've never seen Mary drop her guard around other people before. It was really mind blowing, eye opening and everything!
And naturally, speaking of people feeling comfortable with each other, I'll make an awesome turning here, to make a few points. I DON'T LIKE MY GIRLFRIEND! ... Ok, well, that's a lie actually... In fact I like her quite a lot, and I'm really having fun with her, most of the times... However things really don't seem to improve at all. She still seems tense and there are times that I cannot understand if she actually likes me or not. I can't stop myself from thinking that she's with me, just out of obligation (to herself mostly, but still...). Agh... Oh, the other night she asked me if I wanted to meet her sister. To be frank, I really do! It might help me figure Elen out if I talk to her sister or something... Yeah, whatever, really... Things are complicated, but I don't think they're actually bad or anything... I'd just feel more comfortable myself if I could tell what was going through that girl's head. So, yeah I'll change that "I don't like my girlfriend" into a " I like my girlfriend, but I don't understand her one bit" :/.
Ah, and it turns out that there's actually one more person reading this blog. Estorial/Angel, seriously no idea how did he find out about this place... Perhaps he googled my nickname and this came up. In which case, I could be screwed... If everyone can find this, then imagine what would happen if people like... Billy or something start reading it. Yeah... (Blargh <--- That's me vomiting)
To completely change the subject, into something more interesting and less people related... Fantasy stuffs... So today, while talking with Mary and her friend, I realised that my true love and addiction is in fact Fantasy. (I finished reading "The Name of The Wind"... IT'S AMAZING! AWESOME! FUCKING PERFECT!!! READ IT!). Well, it's not like I didn't always know this. I mean, it's pretty fucking obvious, I love Blind Guardian more than... well more than everything, I've been reading fantasy books since forever and... Well, I don't know what else to say, I'm just a fantasy guy. It's not nearly as surprising as I thought it was in fact.
Oh, come to think of it I forgot to mention that Angel is organising a D&D campaign. Classic setting and stuffs, and I'm really excited about the character I'm going to play. Can't wait!
Ok, I've got to escape this annoying mood I'm in, so I'll be leaving you for tonight. Remind me next time to tell you about the story stuffs and meow!
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