I've been thinking of making this post for quite a long time, however for some reason, I've kept on postponing it. Well, the time for it is here! I don't know why, but lately I can't stop questioning myself and the course of my actions. I don't know what it all means and to be frank, I don't really care. I'm tired of asking and regretting every little thing. I'm sick and honestly tired! So, now, you all learn who I am and it's a lesson best learned well!
Bla bla bla, I'm a king bla bla. I'll post again tommorow
It's been a while, hasn't it? Yes, as a matter of fact, I missed an update... AGAIN!!
I'm sorry for that. Lately, things have been... well, mediocre, which is a lot better than BLEH or Meeeeh (that has been my constant mood since I've started this blog). What does mediocre mean? Well, it means that the thing that's been troubling me like forever (or rather, this past year and a haf) is no longer a priority. I don't feel the NEED to find a girlfriend. I don't even think I want one. The responsibilities and everything... Yeah, they're probably not for me, not right now. Not that there are not girls that I find attractive, that is. No, that would be a misunderstanding, for lately, my need for sex is kinda driving me crazy. And god, I hope I'm not disguisting people by saying those things...
Whatever... On other news, I've bought a bunch of D&D 3.5 edition books and somehow I've managed to gather a group of people, hungercrazed for some rpg. I think they might kill me and rip me to shreds, then feed on me, in case I don't hurry and manage to get the game set and rolling soon. They'll probably need a taste of role-playing, even if that taste is the flesh of a dungeon-master. Oh! I've also got a few new projects concerning the internets!! Yes, I think I'll start building myself a site, if I manage to get the know-how, somehow. An actual site that is, with paid server space and a domain name and everything! The topic of the site is still a secret but if it helps, it's got to do with rp-ing.
On a completely unrelated note, I think I really really need to start working out again. I'm quite thin, if I start losing what little muscle there is, I think I'll become completely unattractive. Oh, speaking of unattractiveness, I figured out what else is ugly about me! That mole I have like under my mouth. That thing that's between my lips and my chin? Yeah, I've gotten used to it, but people who meet me must be completely disguisted. I think surgery can be done to have those things removed, and if it's not expensive I might consider it...
Now, there are a lot of things I can tell you here, like, why do I think I'm ugly again, but I figure that my friends are a more pressing matter. RYAN is finally doing better and is no longer the captive of the witch. Everyone else though is a mess. Jim is/has falling/fallen hard for a girl he seems to have no chances with (though if you ask him, I'm just talking shit, cause he's too cool and what I'm telling you is lies) and Maria is... Well, she's being typical her, but working towards a better her, really since, for some reason (me), she has began having SOCIAL relationships with people. I think I'll give her a medal or something. Marilena... Well, she's also her, having fun and dealing with everyone else's problems and not her own. Not that she actually seems to have any problems lately, which is a good thing. Have I mentioned I love her? She's my sister! And she totally doesn't hate me, after all! ^_^
Well, that would be the end of today's briefing! Here's a little something... different that usual!
Absolutely nothing to report this week! Yay me! Life is boring(kinda). Well, not really boring, but nothing... new is happening. I'm not fighting with any of my friends, I'm never going to get a girlfriend and I'm always going to be a loser.
You know, I was thinking the other night... Wait, as a matter of fact it wasn't night at all, it was evening and I was walking to the Metro station alone. Anyways... I was thinking that there is NOTHING special about me. Like, really nothing! I once had hope that I might have some sort of talent, in writing perhaps, but as of late, I'm completely convinced that there is not an ounce of it in me. By the way, if you're wondering what an ounce is, it's a metric system for weight. 1 ounce is 28 grams, or something. Now, most of you... Well, I say most of you, but there are actually about 3 or 4 people who read this, tops... Anyways, you guys won't ever tell me that I'm not talentend, but fact is that I'm not. I'm THE most mediocre guy, on the PLANET!
Not that I care actually... At least I've got friends. But back then (when it occured to me) it was a bit disturbing... Anyways... Really not in the mood to say much more. Sorry I missed an update. I'll make it up to yous.
